i have the day of the anniversary planned; i'm taking it off. i am also walking with stacy in the morning; lunch and the cemetery with my dad later. it's passover but i am not going over to uncle sol's and eleanor's. what if it's not as bad as i fear? what if it's 10 times worse than i fear? what if i have nothing to fear?
i really don't hold a lot of stock in anniversaries - i can never remember them - i think i wrote that in one of the earlier posts. but this would be like forgetting the day a meteor fell on you.
i miss her. today i went for a medical test and it would be that i would call her after to tell her about it and that impulse is always there. so i visit her in my thoughts. mom, i went to minor & james today and had an x-ray. ah well. it is what it is. even she would have said that.
much love to all
christine
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